*sigh* why do i feel like this...
Unknown artist - Now & Forever
I have no one to talk to, so i'll just type shit in this thing. I know only certain read this. Prolly don't read this anymore since i hardly update. Only update when i feel like it. I just gotta get this out of me right now. Just some gotta "vent"
Seriously not all here anymore. I've never been the same ever since working there. My chest hurts. A feeling of crying comes over me. Why? Why am i like this? -_-''. I don't even have a chance. She has a boyfriend. I am so stupid. I am retarded. I like a girl who has a boyfriend. Am i that blind to see that? I am living on high hopes thinking it might work. Putting too much effort in something that i cannot have. Too much effort in something that i know wont work. Too much effort... too much effort. People say that we look cute together. Are they just saying that to be nice? Fueling this fire i have for her to be only doused later on... I want her for my own. She makes me happy. She makes me smile. shes makes me go into my own world with her. Am i falling for her? Who knows? I really dont know.
Sorry if this post is pretty pointless but... eh i have no excuse. I feel a taer coming.. wow just wow... how can someone i dont have do this to me. just wow....
I have no one to talk to, so i'll just type shit in this thing. I know only certain read this. Prolly don't read this anymore since i hardly update. Only update when i feel like it. I just gotta get this out of me right now. Just some gotta "vent"
Seriously not all here anymore. I've never been the same ever since working there. My chest hurts. A feeling of crying comes over me. Why? Why am i like this? -_-''. I don't even have a chance. She has a boyfriend. I am so stupid. I am retarded. I like a girl who has a boyfriend. Am i that blind to see that? I am living on high hopes thinking it might work. Putting too much effort in something that i cannot have. Too much effort in something that i know wont work. Too much effort... too much effort. People say that we look cute together. Are they just saying that to be nice? Fueling this fire i have for her to be only doused later on... I want her for my own. She makes me happy. She makes me smile. shes makes me go into my own world with her. Am i falling for her? Who knows? I really dont know.
Sorry if this post is pretty pointless but... eh i have no excuse. I feel a taer coming.. wow just wow... how can someone i dont have do this to me. just wow....
posted by Unknown at 1:45 AM
1 Comments:
just FYI you already fell for her...just the truth...it be all good tho...you move on and maybe it will work out in the end...you never know...if you dont play the lottey you have 0% chance of winning...but if you play once and only once, you have a better chance to win then if you didnt play at all...might as well give you a better chance then 0% right? look it will be good...but it will only get worse before it gets better you know that...you always told me that...now take your own advice huh? ^_^
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