Mind of Romy

I dont get it

2006-09-28T02:14:00.000-10:00

I seriously dont... fucking get it... Why time after time, i always end up liking a girl that already has a boyfriend? Does Life love to mock me? It makes no sense!

i wanna be your best friend...
i wanna be your boyfriend...
i wanna be with you...
i wanna love you...
i want you...
i need...
you...

Random crap O_o

2006-09-01T13:32:00.000-10:00

I was once told that

"Romy, you're gonna grow up to do big things"

then i found out it sounds like a movie line.

I was once told that

"You keep this up, you won't get anywhere"

then i found out that it sounded like a movie line.

I was once told that

"you're really funny"

Then i found out she might be true.

I was once told that

"I really like you"

Then i found out that im a chicken shit

I was once told that

"I still like you, but im with someone"

Then i found out that my heart can be broken

This isn't getting anywhere? ROFL.

I was once told

"i loved you and i still do, but i cant see you that way"

Then i found out my heart can die but i still live

I was once told

"pigs cant fly"

Then i brought a pig on the plane

WHAT UP SUKKA YEAH I PROVED YOU WRONG WHAT WHAT WHAT

more sighs from a lost soul

2006-07-21T01:53:00.000-10:00

Freddie Aguilar - Mahal Na Mahal Na Mahal Kita

I dunno anymore guys.... basically... I dunno i just have no idea anymore. I dont know where my life is heading. Its like im just randomly walking a path where all i can see is a just road along the horizon. I'm lost. I need someone to find me. Or perhaps something to find me. Honeslty, what the fuck am i doing with my life? I have nothing to look forward to. Crap jobs, crap car, no gf, no social life. Why the fuck am i here?

Common ft Mary J. Blige - Come close to me

7/21/06 - 3:29AM

..::Still Alone::.. by Romy

Silently laying in my bed pondering on things
Wondering if just by Hope. Happiness it brings
Hanging on a peice of string, thinking thats all i need
Trying to calm myself, Slowly i breathe
It is you that i need, thats all i want to see
I keep asking myself. "why cant we just be...
Together... Forever"
I dream of us, starring at the stars in the night sky
I never want to tell you those words...goodbye
The dream becomes a nightmare, i am engulfed in fear
I scream in agony. "why are you not here?"
Opening my eyes, it is now you i see
Brown eyes, soft skin, smiling face, you are the key
To my heart...
We are now happy together, you and I
Our love for each, will not die
Through the thick and thins, still loveing each other
We already knew, we were made for one another
But... this is all a dream. None of it real
I wake up from the rings of my phone
In the end...I'm Still Alone...

I hope you guys liked it. Yeah i know its kinad depressing but that is my mood as of this moment. Wow, i havent made a poem in a long ass time. Maybe i should go grab my poem book now. I have a new entry...

sigh why do i feel like this...

2006-07-17T01:45:00.000-10:00

Unknown artist - Now & Forever

I have no one to talk to, so i'll just type shit in this thing. I know only certain read this. Prolly don't read this anymore since i hardly update. Only update when i feel like it. I just gotta get this out of me right now. Just some gotta "vent"

Seriously not all here anymore. I've never been the same ever since working there. My chest hurts. A feeling of crying comes over me. Why? Why am i like this? -_-''. I don't even have a chance. She has a boyfriend. I am so stupid. I am retarded. I like a girl who has a boyfriend. Am i that blind to see that? I am living on high hopes thinking it might work. Putting too much effort in something that i cannot have. Too much effort in something that i know wont work. Too much effort... too much effort. People say that we look cute together. Are they just saying that to be nice? Fueling this fire i have for her to be only doused later on... I want her for my own. She makes me happy. She makes me smile. shes makes me go into my own world with her. Am i falling for her? Who knows? I really dont know.

Sorry if this post is pretty pointless but... eh i have no excuse. I feel a taer coming.. wow just wow... how can someone i dont have do this to me. just wow....

Random Stuff

2006-06-10T09:24:00.000-10:00

So like yeah, i havent updated this thing in a long time. I always wondered why not, when sometimes i do have time.

Listening to : Avant - Get Away

Wow, havent heard this song in a long time and always had this song on my playlist. now its playing and it reminds me of so many things right now. And what the hell my space bar is acting up. workyoudaymspacebar. K now i think its working now, but that song man..... Its a regret song and i've regretted on somethings in my life. For now, I got something good but can't really act upon it yet... hopefully. This might be the person. For sure i think i do believe it. *sigh* *pondering panda* I wanna... see her again..

Listening to : Fort Minor - Where'd Yah Go

ahhh i love this song. WHere'd you go? I missed you so. Hehehe this is my ringtone on my nextel. hmmm, so good this song hahaha. Yeah thats all i can say about it. Where'd you go i missed you so feels its been forever since you've been gone. Please come back home..

Listening to : Nickelback - Photograph

Speaking of which i took new pictures at fun factory. those sticky pictures, hehe its cute. Took ALOT of pictures with shayna, haha thas what we always do. You should see my locker at my fun factory job. All pictures of me n shayna and more of shayna by herself. haha. I got some picture with roxanne too. Man me n rox dont know how to take pictures or rather design them. haha its pretty funny. one of the picture theres a pile of poop by my nose @_@, hahahaha. it totally matches and what shes doing. We call ourseleves the badluck duo becuz shiet always goes down when we work together. hahaha but we both agree even tho crap breaks and stuff we have the most fun while working together *big smiles* ^_^ <- rox does that, lol

Listening to : Kermit the Frog - Rainbow Connection

hahaha i got this song from this one girl on myspace. Its so cute so i decided to download it. Hmm lets all make a connection! lets all make a RAINBOW connection. I wonder if this was supposed to be about being gay. then again kermit isn't gay, lol

Listening to : Rosette - Crushed

hmmm, got it from derek. hahahahahaha this so says stuff about me n someone. *smirks* heheheheheh ^_^ so giddy.. =D

Listening to : Too Short - Blow the Whistle

Is this song about Bj's? O_o thats what i first thought when i heard him saying blow the whistle.

Listening to : Jack Johnson - Breakdown

This song reminds me of Sariling Gawa. The filipino group i work with. I miss them. This past year at SG i did support so i stayed up in the middle of the night watching the camp making sure the kids are asleep and also so keep them safe, hehe

Listening to : T-Pain - Stripper remix

I love R. Kelly's part haha even tho he did the shit he did he still good with the songs. I must be the man to fall in love with that... ass... hahahah =D. so good this song. if you haven't heard it go DOWNLOAD IT DAMNATIOn.

okay wel i think thats it, rofl laters

2006-04-12T08:30:00.000-10:00

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hey i feel somewhat better now >_>

My life Part 2

2006-03-12T03:30:00.000-10:00

Okay well this is part 2 of my life. Lets see where did i last leave off. oh yeah thats right about my bachelors. Well lets see my bills situation. Seeing as i am now getting paid i have to pay rend. I mean its only logical. So i basically pay 200 for rent, not bad ah? well i have to pay cable another 100 and sometimes i have to pay the fone 50. so basically 350 all together for my living expense. Good is free. Graet home made mom cooking. Then i have my Nextel bill, most of the time i pull its a 39 dollars bill. Lets just round it up to 40 for easy math sakes. Another one is my school loans, about 150 a month. Would be more if i hadn't consolidated my loans. With out consolidating i would be paying 250 a month. WHOA I SAVED 100 dollars a month! What else do i pay, my car insurance, well my mom is covering that. Okay so lets just leave it at that, 350 + 40 + 150 = 540 a month. whoa i pretty much saving alot.

By the way im building a whole new computer. Asus 8ve mobo with a ahtlon 64 4000+ processor. with a X1600 vid card, acrylic tranparant case with blue led fans. its gonna look pimp mang =) I can see it alraedy. woohoo! Well i dunno about sleeping at night. the blue LED lights might keep me awake.

Btw, Pepsi > Coke. Seriously =). Coke is too surgary in my opinion and i hate how diet coke taste. lol. Sorry i had to say it because i was drinking diet pepsi at the time. Also another person has the same view on this as me. hahaha, not gonna say her name, She might actually find this blog and it wont be good O_O. lol. Well im going to sleep. Prolly get to the Girl Part in my life tomorrow. I know you'll want to read that. Peace Out

-Romy

Pulling Two Jobs/PayingBills/Girls/FixingMyComp

2006-03-10T14:40:00.000-10:00

Hello readers of the Mind of Romy. I am back again! Sorry for the big delays in between posts of my life. I know you want to read about it because i am that interesting in a way right? All people are interesting in their own special way. Anyways, the topic title is about me juggling my life right now. I have two jobs. One Full time job with Healy Tibbitts Builders Inc (yes a contruction company. Will explain later) the other job is a part time job with Fun Factory. Yeah i know i haven't really explained it to you guys about my jobs as of late but im going to explain now. So make yourself comfortable, grab some popcorn, get some mochi crunch and just sit and read.

My First job with Healy Tibbitts Builders Inc, is me being a supervisor for them at the maintenance yard. I pretty much just look over the area and tell the mechanicas whats need to be fixed. They tell me what part they need then i go ahead and order. There's more tings in the middle of the procedures but that would pretty much bore you as it did to me. This job isn't that bad. I pratically occupy the trailer office most of the time, the job is near my house so its good for now (they are planning on moving it to campbell, about a 25 mile drive from my house) so when they do move it i would have to wake up wayyy earlier then i am now.
My other job Fun Factory, i am a CSR, Customer Service Rep, I pretty much just help customers and fix games, clean and what not. I am seen as a Lead CSR at times because i tell people whats needs to be done. I guess its the supervisor in me, i dunno. But i really like this job because of the workers, especially one particular person. if you have been keeping up with me on my life you should know who this peron is. Anyways, its not only her, its other things of course. its a fun job =).
Now you maybe be asking "hey romy, you're a supervisor at the other job, why even have this fun factory job" well the answer is.... even tho i have the title of supervisor i am getting paid entry level, 10/Hr. Yes 10/hr. i was told that i would be given 14/hr thats why i went for it but they said they would need to start me at 10. So fun factory pays me min, so thats basically covering the rest. But when healy tibbitts does roll me over to their company (got hired thru a temp agency) i should be getting at least around 60K/year. Now if/when that happens, i dont know whether to keep my fun factory job or not. I mean im going to get paid a good amount per mount, but am i willing to give up my fun job for money? I don't know yet, maybe, maybe not. I am too into fun factory to leave now. so i might not.. but 60k/year that i could only dream of.. but it may happen and its all on a associates degree. I wonder what kind of jobs i could get when i get my bachelors.

Speaking of bachelors, planning on going back to school to HPU, yes they are accredited by the way, to get my bachelors of science in C.S or I.C.S. Depends what flavor i want. They're almost the same but little differences. Hopefully HPU will take my credits from Heald so that i would only take me about 1.5 Years to get my bachelors. With the bachelors in hand, maybe Healy Tibbitts will give me a raise. Work with them for awhile, invest my money and open up my own business. I already have a business background from heald and i'll be specialized in computers and guess what my business will be? A Gaming Cafe. Yea, a gaming cafe. I've brought this idea up to couple of my cousins and one tells me "tell you the truth, thats not going to work out" thanks for the support. And she supports my other cousin's business of Car Washes... wtf O_o. Anyways, gonna start that business up and start another business of selling Special Gfx Eye Contacts. Yeah i made up a whole business plan about this business at Heald. So i pretty much have everything set. Just need to get a loan. Pretty good idea i say. Basically, i'll be selling those special looking eye contact from like movies and such (ie Mortal Kombat, Sub-Zero, Scorpion) when i was young and i saw those, i would always tell myself i'll get me one of those! Alot of people at heald loved the idea, especially my teacher so that pretty much motivated me to go ahead and try with that business. If it booms, hey i can hook you all up with a free set. hehehe. I'll get a link up here later from a business that pretty much does the same as my idea. Well i had more to type but i don't have that much time. I am getting off from healy tibbitts and i have to go home change to get ready for my fun factory job. I meant to go into My paying bills situation but i had tangeted off. hehe. Well check back like tomorrow, im going to tell you all more about my life as of now. I hope you enjoyed the read.

-Romy aka Romes, J.R., Kuya, Manong, Buttercup (haha i'll explain later)

Something is wrong with me...

2006-02-27T09:08:00.000-10:00

something is seriously wrong with me =(. Last night..i got jealous over a girl that already has a boyfriend. She didnt pay much attention to me that night and was talking to another dude. Why in the world did i get jealous? I mean i know for sure she got a boyfriend and there is nothing thats going to happen between us yet... i was jealous. Something is terribly wrong with that. I'm thinking its just my mentallity or more rather my "hopes" that maybe that we'll hook up. Man, jealous and pissed last night.. Mixed emotions. They were together the whole daym night and she would come by to give small talk with me but that fucking dude would always come by and they'd talk. Is this her small pity talks? Bcause shes thinking "oh romy is left out" or she truely genuine in trying to talk with me. I dont know i just couldnt handle it so i left for a good 30 minutes and they didn't notice i was gone. fucked up eh? bleh, its really stupid to get jealous over this huh? But i felt hella bad last night. i just left saying a very heartless bye. i think im planning on just giving her a note tomorrow and putting it with a brownies..becuz brownies are good. I don't know..i thik im sprung over her... i should get out while i can i think, but i can't. She's like... perfect. Cute, funny, caring, works hard. Love the smile, shorter than me. c'mon now. and i like being around her! Yet i despise the fact that she has a boyfriend. and it doesn't help too when they have been dating quite a while now. Seriously need, yes need people, to get a girlfriend. I just miss it.. i miss being..needed and held...

I wouldn't Mind wink

2006-01-26T22:29:00.000-10:00

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Internet is Really really great....

2006-01-25T23:53:00.000-10:00

hahaha somethign i happened to cross

As seen on Break.com

Computer Stay Broke

2006-01-09T20:24:00.000-10:00

yes yes yes it is true. my computer is broke. i am looking at it right now while i am typing on bryan's laptop. the mobo is dead and the processor went to ka putz. I dont know why it happened. hello supposed to be good for like more than 5 years. it only lasted for like 2 years. AFTER my warranty expired.

Yes ading i got the card but with broken candy canes =(. daym mail, lol. but hopefully you both got my card. I wonder if they might bend it i hope not becuz i was kinda being mean to the mail person at the post office O_O. oh mah bobbers. I've noticecd how bored i am at home with the computer its like "what the hell am i to do now?" ive been sleeping early and napping more... <_< getting old mang. not good. and how do you turn off the spam block? I should leave it off makes me look popular, roflcopters with rofl woffles. k i better stop now. dont want to use bry's laptop that long.

Work For The Lost

2005-12-14T07:41:00.000-10:00

I hate having two jobs man ><. It totally kills off the social life, rofl. Majority of the time my friends asks me to go out, i tell them im working. Especially fun factory ><. Working all weekend! Thats like prime time going out!. Daymnation that sucks, lol Maybe i should drop a job, hahaha

Xanga T_T

2005-12-07T12:00:00.000-10:00

For some odd reason i went back to my old xanga site to check it out. Then the song started to play... i got all tearey eye'd for some odd reason... Heck even now as i type it its still playing in the background. Even tho its just a regular ol midi, i just i dunno. Kinda special to me. For many reasons, you two should know already. haha notice how i already said you two becuz basically there are two people that raed this that i know of. I dunno. I had to refresh the xanga and let it play again. *sighz* its soothing. I kinda want to go back to xanga now. Memories just coming up n going thru my head...

Anyways, random convo with D on aim. O_o rather convo about girls. hahaha go check out D's n Sokha's blog to read it. Too lazy to post it here.

Lets see life is being awesome n not so awesome. *shakes fist* wheres a gf when you need one? hahaha. i dont think i need one i should say when i want one. For some reason i smell sour craem n onion in my room o_o. but yeah. Theres this new girl at fun factory that got hired. her name is shayna but i have yet to see her. and the conscession stand girl named janice is talking to me now O_O. the heckzors. haha i know she get bf alraedy tho becuz i met him. he works with her, but after i kept saying hi to her and lil chit chat, she talks to me more. Im not complaining tho. more friends for me ^_^;.

well thats all i can think of but this last thing...

Im 22 years old alraedy...jeez...

Late Night Bowling

2005-10-23T17:38:00.000-10:00

hehe, well last night i went late night bowling, pass midnight bowling O_O. my co-workers from fun factory invited...well somewhat forced me. Chrystal jacked my fone and my game card and was like, i'll give it to you at the bowling ally" O_O so mean. haha well she gave me my fone becuz well they need to call me somehow. Roxanne told me "you better come, we need to hang out" oh my oh my my my. hehe well midnight came by and went out and iw as at the bowling alley looking for htme. O_O. so i beeped chrystal (GO NEXTEL) she tells me to beep gina, so i beep gina...and gina was right next to me haha. didnt even notice. well she introduced me to her bf and bf's friend. they seem kool. Then chrystal comes by and was like in a european accent "elo dahlen, ehh's yo card" O_o i was like yeah sre thx i think. Ronald comes by after then i see roxanne =) oh my oh my. then i see another co-worker rex comes by with ihsi gf and his gf's friends then i think rox's bf comes by (tear. /gasp /cry) >< haha =").">< what to do? well other than the bowling was fun, lol. Also i worked early that morning and well that morning it wasnt nice haha so tired and my arm was all sore.

Hmmm

2005-10-14T21:11:00.000-10:00

I think i have to agree with ading on this. Should go for roxanne =) shes cute ^^ haha thinking of her makes me smile O_O. man that must mean something, havent had that in a long time so i dont really know what that means, lol =). Well guess what guys!? =) i finally get to go out. IM going to watch the WWE event happening here. haha its so daym kool! i get to see the WWE girls =P. ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh.

Im updating becuz people are going to hold me hostage if i dont. YEAH YOU KNOW HOW YOU ARE!

2005-10-12T20:25:00.000-10:00

Almost been a month since my last update. Sad to say i've been hella busy with my life trying to get everything in order. As it seems and many already know...money makes the world go round... well yeah not really but it does help in your life. I gotta pay rent. I pay school bills. I pay my cell phone. i pay my cable bill. So basically im almost working three jobs. "Almost" you ask? Well you see...right now i work at Fun Factory...basically almost there shift leader...How do you make me like a shift leader when i worked there for only like a month. Man i must be doing something right eh? Making me work all alone in the mornings.. How rude... haha. Anyways since i got this other job now working for Network 2000, updating the database for American Savings (yay finally doing with my degree) this job works me from Mon-Friday 8-5... Funs is nights on weekdays...dats on weekends.. then my days off...im watching my neices (3rd job) so thats why its a sorat job. Anyways when i do work i work my butt off and do my best... so basically im trying to be the best customer service..the best database manager...and the best uncle i can be O_O. jeez....do i have time to get a gf at this rate? Ah hah..perhaps not but there is time for flirting since its on the job, lmao.
A girl named roxanne, sokha knows this, i've been talking to her. She be upgrading to touching and leaning on me O_O. Doing some jobs for me. I always tell her i can do it. SHe always insists that she does it. Buys drinks for me. O_o couple times said "romy, you're so cute" altho i am cute no denying that, lmao. playing. but me doing my regular gooftardness stuff. Recently a concession stand girl started working, havent figured out her name yet, but her first days shes all smiles waving at me laughing, giggling. O_o. And she knows she cant give discount or free drinks to the workers at fun factory, but...she gives me the free drinks O_O oh my oh my my my. lol. Well those two are like the closests things to a relationship imma get but i bet you with my luck, those two will have a bf or something...
Okay well with the money thing (yeah i can talk about my financials since raelly only Sokha and D raed my blog) i get paid 6.25 at Funs and 10 at Network 2k and free 99 for babysitting >_>. I dont really get much money like this. So basically my funs check is my "fun" money..when i do get to go out... and my network 2k check is to pay the bills and stuff. Life sucks eh? O_o. especially for me. Im trying to get money to fix my car while keep up with bills, keeping up with school loans so i dont fucking defualt...I like cry already ><....Working so daym hard just to live barely... i hope it gets better...honestly....

Something Funny

2005-09-15T02:16:00.000-10:00

Haha just figured this out right now.

Got to www.google.com and type in "failure" and click on "I'm Feeling Lucky" button. And you will see something funny =). No, its nothing nasty or stuf just i guess you can say ironic hehe =)

-Romy

How Mom and Dad Met

2005-08-21T11:58:00.000-10:00

haha so the other day i was out with my mom and cousin and we were at restaurant eating and for some reason my mom was telling us how her and my dad met. it was pretty funny and kinda cute but heres how it went.

My mom used to work at this cafe when she was younger, "Mabuhay Cafe", and my dad would always go to the cafe just to go see my mom. He would even go as far as making good friends with the manager there so that he would give my mom some extra time during her break to just have lunch with my dad. Well my mom was really pretty and still is by the way, lol, and she had 12 other guys going for her. So that's 13 GUYS trying to get with here, i was like whoa. Every morning would have my dad and couple other guys waiting outside the cafe for my mom to open the place and then thru out the days the rest would come and visit her. O_O, my moms a playah, lol kidding.

Well with 13 guys trying to get with my mom she decided to tell all of them to get her a particular color of flower and if they got the right color that she would date them and that they need to bring the folower in the morning when she opens the cafe. So like couple days after, all the guys were lined up outside the cafe early in the morning. All of them holding flowers and when my mom came to open the cafe each would give her the flower (doesnt this sound like a reality TV thing. my mom made up the idea for the shows! omg! =P). She got blue flowers, alot of red roses, yellow, purple, but not the ones she wanted yet! Oddly enough my dad was the last one to give her a flower and gave my mom a white flower, a white rose. And he got it right O_O! (of course) Funny thing was my mom wanted one of the tall white guys to get the right rose but that dude gave her a red rose and when my dad gave my mom the white rose she said in her head "why him?" lol

My mom and dad was dating for awhile now and my dad asked me mom for her hand. So they asked my mom's dad (tatay, thats what i called him) and he of course agreed, but one weird thing, my dad's dad (grandpa emilio) was a tenant in my tatay's house but my grandpa emilio wasn't talking with my father then. So tatay and grandpa emilio were talking and my tatay said (not exactly but something of the manner) "my daugther is marrying a baldonado, you might know him" and grandpa emilio said "oh who?" tatay said "Romy Baldonado" and grandpa yells out "THATS MY SON" hahaha. Tatay was about to call the marriage off becuz of my dad lying but my dad had to explain to him that at that time they weren't talking to each other.

Now like i said before my mom was really pretty so pretty that she has 3 STALKERS! One of the stalkers was really psychotic. The day before my parents' wedding day they were asked to go to a party but my tatay, grandpa, grandma vic (dad's mom) told them that its not good to go out the day before your wedding and that you should just stay home and rest. well my parents thought that was just some silly superstition so they went to the party anyways. This party was being held by one of the bridesmaid so they were just being nice. Well at the party one of the 13 guys was there! he was drunk already and well an hour into the party this drunk bastard came up to my mom and dad and held a fucking GUN at them. He was yelling out "why are you with him? you should be with me" and all that crap. This went on for like couple hours until they got his parents there to talk to him and like couple guys had to tackle him down after. scary.... The second stalker came to my mom's house while no one was around. He snuck into the house and was going all crazy on my mom saying why he didnt choose her to date. My mom specifically told him that he chose the wrong flower and he was going all psychotic on my mom. THen luckily my tatay came home and was about to kill this guy. They decided to call the police on the stalker and he was tehre begging for forgiveness so my mom them wouldnt call the police. what a dumbass O_o. The third stalker well wasnt really a stalker, he was pretty nice about it, but on the day of the marriage my mom was doing her hair at a salon place and the one of the other guys of the 13 came into the salon to talk to tatay. The guy told tatay that he would put a 30 room apartment under his name if he stopped the wedding so that he could date my mom. Of course he was denied and left the salon. My tatay asked my mom "how come you didnt date him? he's rich". lol, my mom said "he was ugly, and he didnt get the right flower"

Hehe yeah, pretty weird isnt it? O_O

Weird Findings

2005-08-16T02:16:00.000-10:00

Mini Oprah? O_o

This is just some stuff i found on the net. Yeah im bored
Stupid Husband

Can you say "divorce"?

Its the Time

2005-08-10T03:30:00.000-10:00

Its the time to....say what i have been doing =)

Lately been hanging out with my cousins megan and ted. Too bad annia went back home to washington =( she would be hanging out wiht us as well.

Went to the kaneohe side of the island and went to glow in the dark mini golf =). it was really fun, and i came in second! w00t. and i thought i didnt know this mini golf stuff. Aim and shoot! =P. Then we went to get megans hair cut. She went with a layered loook then i told her get highlights but she said her dad's gonna kill her if she does. booo, it would look better with highligths =). then drove all over looken for a nissan dealership to check out the guy shes been tlaking to. and well we cant find it but O_o a salesmen thought we were looken for a car becuz i told him "oh yeah, umm my cousin here is looken for a car for her upcoming birthday" lol. took a ride in an armada ( CAR IS HUGE!) and looked at the nissan ser, friggin nice O_o. lol. then went to jamba juice and had a white gummie bear. mmm soo good i love it! xD megan got it for me i dont know the ingredients and ted was like "whtas a jamba juice" O_o and we got there he's like "ohh a planet smoothie" =P then went home.

TOday i took them to a local restaurant and ate at likelike drive inn. then went to Toys r Us becuz megan hasnt been there before O_O. c'mon megan you lived here how long and you haven't been there? lol went around playing with the toys of couse xD. then to office depot to get me some cds so i can burn some musik for meg. after got some good shave ice and we were teasing the workers there O_O. lol. yeah mean but funny xD. Ted dropped me n meg to my house where i go and burn musik for her with my new bought cdrs of course, lol. and she starts to talk about her guy friend, lol. personal stuff. sounds like someone i know O_o. lol

Disturbing...

2005-08-02T00:17:00.000-10:00

This is really....disturbing.... Yeah im browsing around on one entensity and had this picture. the girl looks cute and then you click on it the image enlarges and you see this crap >< omg im going to have nightmares forever!

Random Stuff

2005-08-01T09:51:00.000-10:00

Well i jsut added my two cousin's myspace profile URL's on the side. They didn't have a blogger so thats the closest thing i got =). Megan (maygon) and Annia (annkneeyuh) lol. I dont know where those came frmo so i dunno O_O.

Well i got my interview today at the law office place, i wonder if they'll pay me much. I mean its only an office assistant job, but c'mon now law office tehre O_o give me the pera, the mula, the greens mang! =)

Thinking about it...

2005-07-28T17:55:00.000-10:00

I just thought about it and i noticed i did not put up my grad pics. well when i went to go look for my digi cam, i could not find it. COme to find out my sister has my camera! so i cant upload pictures ><. AT last ask sheesh!

Anyways, today, i went with my mommy (yay mommy!), cousin lani and my two lil monkey neices to costco to buy some water. so cute my younger neice, serenyti, had alot of cute girls going pass by waving and saying hi to her while she smiles at them O_o. hmm opening anyone? lol bahaha, no im not that desperate to use my neice to get with chicks...*ponders*... err nvm >_>

Well i currently have two, yes count'em, TWO, job interviews next week. One at a law office for a office assitant thinggie. THe other is at CTA staffing working for their company to maintain their database =). wowie big job eh? yeah it is, that database job will get me $20 and HOUR!. OMG WTF BBQ ROFLCOPTERS AFK-47 TTYL NUKE, KKTHXBI! hehehe wow, would be awesome to get that job =). i mean just going back into the job market and i start with $20/HOUR!.

Tomorrow heading with mark to get his comp fixed. or i fix it or something like that O_o. i might either just tell'em to buy a new power source so that i dont have to mess with his comp. Might as well let the people with the certifications mess with it than me =). i know im good but if i do mess up i dont have anything to back myself up with whiles they can just you know order another part and be like "eh no biggie" -_-. might go best buy tomorrow to get it. YES BEST BUY OPENS TOMORROW HERE ON OAHU! you hear that mainlanderresrsreers! Hawaii is catching up with your fancy stores! muahahaha! first best buy, next THE WORLD! MUAHAHAHAHAHAH *breathe* mUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. KKTHXBI I'll have my star wars card now.

PS. ROFLCOPTORS > Gooftard/fucktard/Brack O_o. wtf is brack? o_o

Agenda

2005-07-26T01:57:00.000-10:00

In 3 days,

Grandma Nena's Viewing/Funeral. One of the bearers, buy a black tie! O_O. Im going to see family that i haven't seen in a long time. At least i have news to tell people and show that i am progressing in life. but im going to see that one uncle that i vowed myself to never talk/make eye contact ever again. Some pretty bad memories from. He family but i wanna rip his guts out that asshole...but i digress.

In 7 Days,

Calvin's preday birthday party. hmm what to do? what to do? Still havent recovered fmo the titty bar from mark's birthday. I think they're going to a bar. I'll prolly be their DD (Designated Drivers) that means FREE SODA FOR THE NIGHT and Free Food too! yay! =).

On going search,

The job offer i had earlier fell thru., so i am currently looking for a job at the moment. What to do? i want to put my degree ot use and not do some different job not in my area of expertise. I wanna do lvl 1 entry help desk. Only 9 buck an hour but its soemthing that I KNOW i can do. hmm, so much options to look at...

Mark's Birthday

2005-07-20T20:20:00.000-10:00

So yeah, me, calvin, bryan, and vic took mark out to a i guess you could call it a "dance" club, where the ladies only dance. Anyways, he had a bomb. The dude literally came out of the club all smiles =). i would love to get into detail but lets keep this blog rated G =)

R.I.P

2005-07-11T21:10:00.000-10:00

Nena Baldoando
R.I.P
07.11.05 @ 6:00 pm

I was hoping that she would have made it till my graduation -_-. Just two more days, but its okay. By the way thats my grandma.... i dont know how to deal with death...sorry. no words of encouragement. not much. i have no idea. sorry....

Krazy Happenings

2005-07-11T10:56:00.000-10:00

I jsut remembered what i wanted to say about the weekend at bryan's house. That saturday night, there was a comet hitting a star and i got to see it =] It was really nice. Even tho it was really short, i got to see it. It was so fast it happened in a blink of an eye. I wish i had my camer and taken a pic of it. And no i forgot to make a wish i was too excited to seeing it that i forgot about it, lmao.

Well a krazy happening happened the other day, sunday to be exact. I went to go visit my father's grave. It was a bit drizzling there already and looked cloudy. And we got there and immedietly told my dad that im graduating. Them BAM, its turned all sunny. hehehe so koolies! =] me likey alot.

On another note. i cut my hair and its short. it looks nice =] yes, love the hair, love it now!

Brrrr...its cold in here..

2005-07-07T10:35:00.000-10:00

Yeah, its cold in here, there must be some Air Con in the atmosphere. lol. Yeah from that cheerleading movie. i dont remember so dont ask. ANyways, i finally got some internet back for a shrot time. Even tho its REEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLYYYYYYYYYYY slow. its still soemthing. you know what i mean. SO whats new with me? well i finally got a new air con installed. the other one was like 2999 years old or something. So it wasn't "cold" anymore. This was is friggin cold. like freezing cold =).

with that weekend end thing, i totally forgot what i was going to say but lemme try.

Too much friggin laughs this past weekend. =] sometimes to the point where i couldn't breath, like mark for example. the dude was turning blue gasping for air. I honestly forgot what we were laughing about. But i think we were just laughing at some stupid shiet, as usual. We're a bunch of weird guys, so dont expect anything normal frmo us =]

Edit: Btw. SOKHALIAN 4 LIFE! =)

LANning Weekend

2005-07-04T17:49:00.000-10:00

Well right now im at bryan's house LANing, Mark just left being all salty and right now all i can hear is "handgun bitch". So much swearing its like im in a Soprano's episode, lol. Well they're calling me to start playing witht hem so i better start it up =). prolly update more later on

Pulling an All Niter

2005-06-30T07:58:00.000-10:00

Oh crap, i just typed up a whole shietsload of crap and i dunno what happened. i higlited everythign and i think i pressed delete ><>

Dang, my sleep cycle is all fucked up, i need to get it back on tracked for when i start to work becuz i cant be sleeping on the job if you know what i mean or perhaps i could get a nighttime job but i dunno if that'll work out because that is kind of scary. *shivers*. Maybe i should i dunno. but what options do i have at night? Security guard? no thanks. 711? hell no. i dunno what i wanna do really. Something with computers or a business thinggie since my degree is with that. i dont want to go be going into like a cooking job because that would be stupid really, lol

well sorry, i havent updated for the week, busy with school and crap and also that my internet has been acting the monkey towards me. Friggin i never have interne during the afternoon till late at night *gives the finger to road runner* c'mon bitches dont do that to me, i need my internet O_O. see what internet has done to me. im going thru withdrawels...

Laziness will be my downfall

2005-06-26T13:50:00.000-10:00

Getting more n more lazy lately. And i have to do an acess project yet, i dont wanna do it, lol. Oh gawd that stupid fanta commercial, those girls kinda irking but they they look good, lmao.

I dunno what to talk about so sorry, this might be short, but yeah im just lazy mu aha aha aha. Do you wanna fanta fanta, dont you wanna fanta fanta, dont you wanna fanta fanta, O_O OMG!

2005-06-24T12:41:00.000-10:00

Yup yup, that is the PI vacation i had back in March. Those are some of the people that i hung out with. well i majority hung out with them. Mainly Met (in yellow). She was like my unofficial tour guide. well everytime i go there shes my tour guide, lol. Well i dunno i was just thinking about the vacation so i decided to just put it up here. Well i had a great time up in PI even tho its friggin humid and hot like a mofo. I miss them and there but i dont think i can live tehre O-o. technology and the economy kinda effed up eh? well just s short blog. i really ddint do anything today. woke up and just procrastinated! oh yeah im so good =P

Keyless Driving O_O

2005-06-23T02:27:00.000-10:00

Thats right., keyless driving.

So tonight, my mom asked me to move her car since it was outside of the gates and she wanted me to bring them in. so i tell her yeah. so as i head out i ask my mom "mom, wheres your keys?" she says its in the car so i head tot he car. open the door up and sit in the drivers seat. and i notice no key so im like 'ahh crap". and me just acting dumb took the key area and turned it...and the radio came on. and at first i thought "umm okay..." so i turned it all the way and low and behold THE CAR FRIGGIN STARTS!. omg mom, your car is ghetto fab to the 100th power. yeah my mom needs a new car. im telling her to get a Tc so i can drive it and she can go driving my camaro, lmao. maybe she'll give in and say yes, lol

Bill Cosbey show. best show evah! cept the bill cosbey show im talking about is the one with Doug E. Doug now with the other family. becuz well that family one is too familish. i like this one becuz well hilarious =). not saying the other one isnt funny, but why is tehre so many bill cosbey shows? its liek STICK TO ONE MANG! anyways i better get to bed. friggin tired. lates

Late Night Postings

2005-06-22T12:23:00.000-10:00

Haha, well last night. Friggin bored. So i was jsut on AIM talking with some peeps and i had this thing to go and check out generazn for some odd reason. lol. So basically, i tried singing in and of course i dont remember my password. So i made a new one, and basically me n derek whored the boards. lmao. hilarious crap. all you could see was "toondrag0n and narulover" all over the boards. too bad it was short lived. i got bored after awhile and my internet died out. lol i think its God's sign telling me "get the hell away from the site"

Well since i had no internet, i watched thsi old anime i dl'd i forgot to finish, well needless to say i fell asleep watching it, no wonder i didnt finish it. lol.

Well i woke up this morning and my internet came back so me happy =). and well right now i am just reading the World of Warcraft FOrums. i wanna play again. im bored at home. nothing to do when im not on AIM becuz well ading sokha is only on AIM so so long haha so nothing to do after, yeah derek, you're boring! =) bahahaha

First REAAAL Post

2005-06-21T18:47:00.000-10:00

okay honestly. I dont know how to work the mechanics of this place yet. So this place may still be that umm stock template. =). Yeah. anyways. ON TO THE BLOG!

I dont know how i wake up in the morning. I always sleep late now. My sleep cycle is all fucked up. I sleep at like 3 or 4 am and then wake up at 6am to get ready. then i come home and take a nap. I dont like taking a nap during the mid afternoon makes me feel like im losing out on stuff. But yeah at school. In humanaties class, broke into groups for our final project and well we have to make an activity with the class about past topics and have it do some kinda of class discussion after. so k, im a group with a guy, shawn, a girl, forget her name oops. and a missing dude. lol. so yeah our group is already gimped becuz of the missing person. I COULD HAVE HAD THE GIRL FRMO THE FRIGIGN FORTE GROUP! but she like act dumb and go somewhere else. lol. but yeah. so we ssat there, and thought for maybe a minute and girl says "lets do soemthing about gender. thats the only real topic we can work on" so we all agree and i said "so what you wanna do wthi this?" haha blank silence, then of course me being the dude with the plan (bahahaha not) i thought of reverse role plays of gender. of course the guys act like girls and girls act like guys. We're gonna try to show some misconception of what the opposite sexes think about each other. This sounds like a great discussion that will happen and i hope tmy classmmates will have fun with this. thats my main goal. everyone have fun and have a good laugh =).
Next class, no idea what to do in there. Database managements gotta do a project about some real database of a company. okay, i dont know much about companies and honestly i dont want to be callling them up and be like "hey i want a database of all the thigns you sell and how much they make" O_O. they'd be like "eh guess what? stick it up your ass buddy" lol.
Anyways, anyone got any good tips on how to make my blog pretty? hehehe my ading used to mess with my xanga and she made it look pretty. and i sdunno how to do these kinda stuff. lol. well i do i just dont have that designers touch that my ading had, lmao

2005-06-21T12:15:00.000-10:00

This is just a test. Checking how thigns are here. Just trying to get away from the xanga scene. so yeah.

Mind of Romy

I dont get it

Random crap O_o

more sighs from a lost soul

*sigh* why do i feel like this...

Random Stuff

My life Part 2

Pulling Two Jobs/PayingBills/Girls/FixingMyComp

Something is wrong with me...

I wouldn't Mind *wink*

Internet is Really really great....

Computer Stay Broke

Work For The Lost

Xanga T_T

Late Night Bowling

Hmmm

Im updating becuz people are going to hold me hostage if i dont. YEAH YOU KNOW HOW YOU ARE!

Something Funny

How Mom and Dad Met

Weird Findings

Its the Time

Disturbing...

Random Stuff

Thinking about it...

Agenda

Mark's Birthday

R.I.P

Krazy Happenings

Brrrr...its cold in here..

LANning Weekend

Pulling an All Niter

Laziness will be my downfall

Keyless Driving O_O

Late Night Postings

First REAAAL Post

sigh why do i feel like this...

I wouldn't Mind wink